I hereby renounce my long wasted feelings for Smellie. I've had feelings for her even before her first boyfriend and the only reason I held back was the fear of losing another great friend as I once did many years ago (refer to Reflection). But this renouncement does not mean I'm throwing our friendship away. That is exactly what I'm trying to avoid. I guess anyone reading this would think either "Ahah, I knew it" or "OMG, he liked her?"
She knew ... once. I told her once before she met her first boyfriend, but she was ignorant and laughed.
Smellie, I don't love you anymore. I've wasted too much time on pathetic feelings.
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